这阵子的我

一直有很多的想法想要丢进这个空间的,现在那些题材都消逝啦……
最近在看的英文戏剧叫做:“The Secret Life of the American Teenager”。
如果这部戏剧要在马来西亚的电视上映,22集的电视剧大概会被减剩几集罢了吧。
虽然没有床戏的部分,但是看了这部戏,让我觉得亲吻对于那边的高中生们简直是家常便饭,或者,简直就像喝水那样。
开放点,其实也有好处。至少,你不用为自己的某些想法感到尴尬、害羞,甚至自卑。

庆幸我的中学生涯没有那么复杂,虽然我还是希望可以过得更好一些。


这阵子回到家都会很自动地多做些家务,在让自己被懒虫击垮之前。家里一切都还好,爸爸也健康许多了。妈妈也换了个发型,剪短了头发,清爽多了。
前天是这个学期的第一次测验,也终于过去了。可是接踵而来的测验会给我更大的压力,很可能又会再让我失眠……
测验结束了,昨天早上醒来那一刹那我唯一希望的,是可以接到这次测验拿到‘A’的消息。

我跟妈妈说这样很好,这代表我真的只在乎我的学业了,而且这也是我应该做的事。每个学期爸妈都得给我交RM4,000,还有贷款的,是未来要自己还的。努力让这每个学期RM14,000变得更有价值,那以后要用血汗钱来还贷款的时候才不至于那么遗憾。


我还是不是很清楚自己在脚友方面的想法。我需要太多的个人空间了,可有时有会觉得有些孤单。如果可以重新来过,我还是很希望可以找到一个‘姐妹’或者‘姐妹们’的,虽然,很明显的,first approach,失败。也因为这样,所以会很希望能有个……爱我的人,哈哈。不过如果这句话是用英文来写的,你会看到是过去式的。
虽然还是会有脆弱的时候,我还是得说,随缘吧。不管是爱情还是友情。

This is only temporary

I'm weak now, for this moment. After two difficult night, urghh... I really need to sleep soundly for one night, or even just a few hours, a few minutes....

Everything just seems so hard, so bad at this moment.
Hurt myself while I was trying to open that stupid front door;
Got a fake fake smile while I was going to give out a big sincere smile.
Urgh.....


As the title tell so, this is only for temporary.
I'll be fine, I'll be fine.
I'll be fine when this Future Culture class test is finally over.

And then I'll start prepare for next week's Lifespan Nutrition class test.
And then I'll get stressed up again...
Oh my god.....
Somebody please snap me!

这一篇

我要用华文来写!


二零一零年二月二十四日,凌晨四点,给被风吹得急急给关上的厕所门‘碰’的一声吓醒。
把桶推到前门顶这门,让厕所的灯继续给暗暗的房间带来一点微光,给我一点心安。
倾盆大雨,刮大风。
关不紧的窗口又再发出高频率的‘吱吱声’。
我拉紧窗口,希望风赶快停止之余,想办法让那声音不再吓到自己。
如果开大窗口雨会喷进来,那就锁紧吧。
从书桌上随便拿来一张收据。
折了好几折,不行,不够紧。
再多几折。
终于锁紧了,返回床上。
心有余悸,也很不放心,会不会过一阵子又松开了呢?又被吓醒呢?

……不睡了。


给部落格添了些背景音乐,都是我喜欢中的超级喜欢哦。^_<

Back to school

I'm now studying in a whole new mood.
Phew~ The first test which matter a lot will be on this Thursday.
I already read through every notes but I really don't know if I really know all those topics.

This is a CNY with zero Dandelion.
There were lots of performance. Unfortunately, I just happened to be unable to attend or not capable to attend. Unable because there's a crush with Science Loyalty class reunion which is so precious as there's only one reunion each year. Not capable, there's only one song to perform but I'm not good enough to be on stage.
Missed fun with the Dandelions. Though, I'm sure I'll catch up those this coming Friday =)

Alright... got nothing to write anymore... =_=


bye bye..

吃大餐

农历新年终于到啦!当然还有情人节。。
星期四和星期五分别和啦啦队的朋友和班上的朋友去吃大餐!
没错,就是 Delicious 和 Friday's !!!

这就是我当天的晚餐啦!Cabonara芝士白酱意大利面!!


接着是Friday's...
Smooth ice, strawberry flavour, nice~~

I love cheese!!!! Can never forget each bite of it!!

The main course, chicken

Brownie's obsession... I'm really obsessed. Each taste of it makes me melt~~ lol

Two tiny desserts for RM5
Tasty mousse, pineapple and snickers ^^

Some random pictures here =)

看着那些照片,情不自禁地口水在滴啦 (夸张地说啦)……
Well..
Thanks to my dearest Taurus Cheerleaders a.k.a. pink Taurusian..
Thanks to my dearest Bei Ning and Janet..

*老实说… 这两餐吃穷我叻 >< 省省用省省用~~

Update

I've been feeling a little bit lost recently. I mean, blur... hehe ^^"

First of all, there's a blood donation drive in IMU from 9-11 February. I kinda looking forward to it. But unfortunately, I'm not qualified to donate.. =( because I'm coughing.. a lil' bit only...
Gonna give it another shot tomorrow, I think I'm almost recover now, very very very little cough. Moreover, I'm not taking any medication.

ND109 is introduced to PBL (Problem Based Learning) this semester. We had had our first PBL end today. It is a way of learning where student have to look for information and do the thinking according to a trigger given. The best thing about PBL is, we get the chance to talk, especially in English. Apparently, a lot of people (even outsiders) realize that quite a lot of IMU students actually communicate in Mandarin in the campus. That's why... But.. Hopefully we all score well, 20% is a heavy percentage.


So... this is almost all that I can update.

Friends don't really meet each all the time, right?... :-(
It's hard to keep a relationship, hm... But we shall always try our best to keep contact. By the way, I believe friends do not necessary need to stick together all the time though.
We take a break on each other, at the mean time meet new friends.
I just feel so bad that I'm not allowed to dive =(
Somehow I understand...
So I'm not gonna do it as it's against my parents' will.
Or maybe I can convince them to let me go for it =)


So lengthy already, haha~
Bye bye~ ^^

Slightly distracted

This is the week before CNY and I'm gonna work hard, double the effort I spent before I fall sick.
Report, assignment and coming up class test.
Everything counts, everything contribute to my final CGPA.

Remember you're an idiot http://www.emocutez.com who get only 2.65 during first semester.
To chase back, to be able to go to post graduate, Cady, work hard, work like a cow!!

Second lower class, target: to get to second upper within the next two semester. This shouldn't be hard.


Alright, before getting back to study..
My dearest brother, Raymond will head back to Australia tomorrow...
So fast.... =(
But he'll be back for the Dandelion concert in July!!! ^o^
Anddd.. Chinese New Year and also Valentine's day are only days ahead.
Wish every couples happily ever after, especially married couples.
Don't forget he/she is the one who's gonna be with you in the rest of your life.
Appreciate him/her, precious him/her...
Cause he/she is the one who'll always be tolerate to you, love you as a family.
So, do CHERISH him/her.. http://www.emocutez.com

Well, my distraction, illness before and a little bit feeling of wanna fall in love now.
only tend to.
Music do enhance feelings.
But I know I'm far more better than before in controlling my feeling and concentration.


Lots more to catch up!
Ciaoz!http://www.emocutez.com

Crazy life with crazy friends (cont.)

 
~Candle light..~ 

me, The RU HUA (…如花) and my 'make-up artist', Beh
( I know I look scary... )

Beh, " I pass my art subject.."
Me, " ..."

But in the end...
Ivana, " Cady looks like an eczema patient, lol ~ "
Me, " ...sigh."

~the Candle light Dinner~


~Wai Peng singing birthday song in Sponge Bob~


Coming up: One more picture taken from my phone..





Crazy life with crazy friends

While memory is still fresh...
I skipped Ms.'Yaya' class and went back to my apartment to clean my room yesterday. It's like totally clean now, hehe~~ New year mah~~
Later, at 7.30pm, the Taurusian cheerleaders gathered, and this is when I say the day just begin~~

The purpose of gathering is actually to give Loon Wei a house warming party as he has just recently moved in to the same apartment as Ivana's. We have our candle light dinner, Ivana's special recipe pasta, chips and pizza! There are Ivana, Loon Wei, horny Wai Peng (:p), Beh, Kwang How, late comers are Wei Wen, Kelly, Jason.

We had our dinner in front of the candle light, then truth or dare with the game 'big fish small fish' which Kwang How only finally understand the rules when late comers join us in the middle of the game.
My dare task is to propose to a girl/boy, I got it myself, stupid~
Following by Wai Peng monster's game, I screamed a lot. It's nature :p.
And the nastiest, make-up event~~ Girls are models, while guys become the make-up artist. I got Beh, and I became eczema patient =.="
It's actually kinda embarassing to me... My face covered by scars and pimples =(


Pictures.. I don't have any. Will update as soon as Ivana post them in facebook, hehe~

Will go back to Klang using public transport today... Gotta be independent! I can do it!!
Because I CAN CAN CAN!! ^0^
Ciaoz!~

Feeling Not Well

I always have a reason to be not happy, do you think so? Guess that's why an anonymous said that my blog is pathetic. Guess what? I really do think about that, and it upset me for a while actually. And guess what? I tell you, I'm not upset now.
Sickness makes me weak for the pass three and a half days, but I'm not now!!
Cady is back!!!!

Medicine doesn't work, but a few tablets of 'fisherman's friend' do the job!! Here am I, not coughing as much now. But I still cough lah... I was coughing like every minute sometime cough for minutes continuously.
Mom called. I told her I'm not feeling better. All of a sudden, it's like an angle knocked my head, then I reached for my phone and call my mom, asked her not to worry about me. Later, I'm here. In the library, with  my notes.


I'm feeling not well physiologically, but not mentally!! Work hard, my brain. Class tests the week after and the week after after.
Anyway, walking in the rain doesn't cause flu if you go for a bath right after that. I'm STRONG!!!
(although my mom didn't breastfeed me, haha~~ ) Bare with me, am having 'lactation' class these days, and do breastfeed your child, there's lotsss of pros!! hehe~~~

Please wish me get better soon btw.
Ciaoz!! >_^
 
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